
First of all thank you for the kind and caring comments so many of you left while I was pulling myself together. Sometimes in a long distance relationship, such as the one I am in, it can lead to misunderstandings. This is what happened to me and I came crashing down. I simply could not write and for that matter thinking even became challenging. I decided it was time to get over it since I am going to the Crimson Moon party this Friday. I want this to be a great experience and not a chance to mope around a hotel room. I am also sharing a hotel room with a wonderful online friend. I have been so looking forward to meeting her and that leads me to my next new experience.
She and I share the same "older brother". She is as accountable for her behavior to him as I am. He always feels a real time spanking is better than a self administered spanking over the phone or computer. This is especially true for serious issues.
My friend has a very serious spanking due and I was asked to adminster it. Now I am a switch but have never spanked another woman. Since I do know how much more effective a "real time" spanking is, I agreed to do this. I should say that my friend totally agreed to it or I would not be comfortable doing this.
So I will be going to my first party, playing with people I have just met, spanking and being spanked, and giving a disciplinary spanking to a very good friend. You have to admit that is a lot of firsts for one weekend.
Right now my goal is keeping my attitude positive and just getting over the misunderstanding that laid me low.
I will also keep you up to date during the party since I am bringing my laptop with me. I, as always, am interested in hearing what you have to say about the experiences I will be going through.
And, by the way, my friend understands that our friendship does not assure her of an easy spanking. In fact it is quite the opposite. What she did put her at serious risk and I want to make sure it never happens again. So does she.


